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Hey !...

Sorry if my comic takes long but don't worry, I'm coloring the first page, it's just that I was busy these last times 'cause of school and other...

And also... I'll continuing to drawing and other but... I'm wondering if I should leave DA 'cause of some shitty problems I had these last times... I know, it's ridiculous but now, I feel tired to be in the center of many peoples who add problems just to bring intention to them... so, it's over... I want to leave DA but I say "no" 'cause I don't want to let shits spoiling my life, my joys, my studies, my passions...

Well... maybe some of you will think that it's certainly not my fault and that I'm not wrong but... well... I've nothing to reproach me... but this is just that shitty problems in where there shouldn't have problems make me tired... and I thought I can helping peoples in proctecting them from these problems, I thought I can be someone who arranges problems... but it made them lost and I understand... I was so angry and suspicious so, that make me doing shits...

I don't know if I'll staying on DA... I don't know if I'll leaving but... I feel lost now... I don't want to think it's my fault but... well... I prefer to say that it's the fault of nobody...

Well... for whose who have shits to say, not comment this journal... maybe some peoples can hate me but... I prefer to not take care 'cause I know that there some peoples that I've a good contact, I'm glad to show my art... but I'm just tired to let myself brought into problems...

I don't know if I'll staying on DA for long...

I shouldn't have to say that 'cause I don't like to tell about my life to bring intention but here... I don't know what to do but well, I don't want to let all these ruining my pleasure but I'm just tired to belet me brought in problems... even if I want to find a solution...

If some peoples have shit or other bad comments to say in this journal, don't comment. Thanks.

Bye...
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Come back !!!

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Hola everybody !!! Explode la plz 

Guess who comes back ? MEH !!!!! let me show you the dance of my people let me show you the dance of my people let me show you the dance of my people 

Yeah ! I'm come back from Barcelona since yesterday evening but when I was back to home, it was night and... I was fuckingly tired ! :faint:

Okay, I'm veryververy glad of this travel ! I've seen many interesting and wonderful things ! Finally, I don't regret at all to go to this travel ! (Yeah, 'cause of my personal problems, I hesitate...)

I've prepared my travelogue with my fursona parrot but it's not finished ! XD But don't worry, you'll seeing it soon and plus, I did some sketches (just personal) that I would like to post... but just wait, I need to take my time to reply of all the comments and others that I've in my message box ! ;)

I missed you all ! :iconletmehugyouplz: :iconbrohugplz: 
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TRAVEL !!!!!

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Hi, everybody ! How're you ? :glomp:

Well, I'm fine but... I'm especially excited ! Why ? Hahaha, I'll telling you :

Well... these last times, I was quite busy because of some preparations 'cause... my class and I will going to make a travel to visit during some days... but where ?...



 ...TO BARCELONA !!!!!!


:party: Explode la plz dance let me show you the dance of my people :iconmiguelplz: :iconcocatialaplz: :iconmiguelplz: let me show you the dance of my people dance Explode la plz :party:


Okay... right now, I write this journal in 10:41 AM and I go to traveling tomorrow ! But... my gods, it'll be the first time I'll going somewhere in plane !... cat face 

And remember of this ?  Better now...Hi, everybody ! How're you ? :hug:
Right now since yesterday, I've four days of rest... These times, I feel better than before. I'm less anguish, some exams are finished, I'm more joyful with my friends in my class... Well, even if the 5th June will be my CAPE day. XD But I really hope I'll win. :blushes:
Don't worry, I'm fine. And do you seen this ?  Yes, because I've done a travel of two days with my class to an other area and town. I'll just showing you some stuff I've done for my Travelogue.
The most important are the little colored sketches I've done. The others things are just what we've done, paintings and photos.
That's in French but SEE THE SKETCHES !!! XDDDD
1)

I'm not strong for cares, sorry. ^^;
2)

Yessssss ! Because we must eating in 12h00 but we were late, we ate at 13h00 !!! So I was HUNGRYYYYYYYY !!!!! ONOMNOMNOMONMONM !!!!...
3)
 It was an other travel I did with my class and I made a travelogue... and I'll making an other one and I'll usung my parrot fursona ! :D

Okay... I can't wait to go to Barcelona : I'm happy and excited but... I'm a bit stressed 'cause... it's the first time I take planes and 'cause of all shits I heard about planes accidents... but well, I try to think positive 'cause, as many peoples say, there are less planes accidents than cars accidents. X3 But it's normal, it's my first time and I always feel stressed when I go to a travel for a place I don't know at all. Yeah, 'cause it's the first time I go to Barcelona. :icontrollfaceplz: But many peoples, even my family say this is a beautiful place ! Did you already heard about the Catalan architect Antoni Gaudi ? In my class, we saw some photos of what he did and... if someone know the Park Guell, it's exactly like Alice in Wonderland ! :heart: (Holly Odin ! It's a long time I've not watched this film !! :wow: All this shifted world like mine !!!)

Okay... so, I should wake up veryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery early to go to the airport where we gave rendezvous to my class (yeah, I must wake up at 4:15 AM...Dead (RIP))...

But well... just to say that I'll be absent the Monday 16th to Thursday 19th... but don't worry, I'll coming back with many things to tell ! ;)

Anyway, have a good day ? ^^

I'll missing you ! :iconbrohugplz:

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Hi, everybody ! How're you ? Hug



I'm okay... sorry if my first page takes so long or if you didn't seen arts from me... but I've many things to do plus some things before... err, I'll telling you this Sunday. ;) (Wink)

Well, if I wrote this journal, it's because :

My Premium Membership is finished... I've not enough points to get one Premium with more times. I've started my Paparai Adoptables since a while but these are not finished... :iconmegustaplz:

But the best solution I have is : Making Points Commissions like I did in this :  Point CommissionsHi, everybody ! How're you ? :hug:
Well... about my comic project, it progresses... softly... I just need to take my time. ^^
And... I wanted to make this journal entry because these times, I need points... to have again a Premium Membership. I'm trying to make an "Adoptables" but I need time for it. So... What about Point Commissions ?... :shrug: 
Okay... I can just a little... but please, see this :

Well, I'll telling you my rules :
- I'll doing a pic' with 9 fullbody characters from people who make Point Commissions to me.
- These characters must be your OCs. But not characters from fictions we know well... they must be OCs.
- Only 9 of my FRIENDS can ask me these Point Commissions. So, people I don't know at all, don't ask me to be your friend to have Point Commissions for you.
- When this pic' of mini Point Commissions will be done, I'll closing it.
- Points you must to give me for your offer will be 30 
 But... some things will change and some things will not change at all :

- Okay, I did a list of the limited number of persons who wanted their commissions.
- It'll be more complete : depending on how it'll turning (characters ony or with backgrounds, sketch, lineart, colored...), the number of points needed with be not the same. It'll depending of how it'll turning.

- Things that will not changing : These Points Commissions are for friends ONLY ! Only whose who are in my list of friends ! I don't want to see strangers or users asking me Point Commissions like I've lived this during I did requests ! Example...

True story by Birdy-Papa
(click on this for a better view and then seeing the description for more details)
Warning : It's based on true stories, how it was because of users who wanted their requests !

Well... and I think that, if I should drawing stuff from MY friends, I'm more motivated. But the problem, the reason why I hesitate to do Point Commissions are :

I sadly tend to not drawing some commissions (also my planned personal stuff) but NOT because I'm lazy, it's mostly because I'm not in the right mood, if I've not ideas, inspirations, lack of times for these or if I've to re-doing it because I don't like how it turns... so, if you pay me and that I'll never doing your Commission, it's like scam... if you see what I want to talking about... Sweating a little...

Okay... I need time to think about this so it'll be clear in the future...

Love you all ! Hug

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Hello, everbody...

Well... don't worry, my friends... but if I wrote this journal, it's not about you. But I feel now very upset, angry and furious because I feel some bad eyes on my gallery. I wanted to make this journal since a while but I decide to make it.

Well, I'm not paranoic at all 'cause I feel it that some peoples hate me or don't like my art (these peoples are not my watchers and not my friends). I don't care, they have their opinions as I have my own, I draw what I want, do what I want, comment what I want... BUT, these peoples spy on me anyway ! Because they're spiers or because they're trolls. So what ? I'll telling something to these bad persons :

Well, I don't know who you are (even if I know you, you'll understanding very well what I'm saying) but now, I forbide you to come to my gallery, to trying to trolling on some stuff I do to the negative way (polls, critics or others stuff... 'cause I've noticed that some trolls answer bad things to my polls) because I start to become very tired, now ! I'm not on DA to have problems 'cause of some bastards who're just here to add shit everywhere they go !!! Since the start, bad peoples spy or troll on me and now, my patience has limits :

So, now, even if I don't know it if you're present sometimes, I FORBIDE YOU TO SPY ON MY GALLERY TO PEEKING YOUR NOSE TO MY BUSINESS !!! OKAY ?!!? YOU DON'T LIKE ME PLUS DON'T LIKE WHAT I DO, WHAT I MAKE AND WHAT I COMMENT, SO SHUT UP !!! YOU CAN KEEP YOUR OPINION BUT ONLY IF YOU STOP TO PEEKING ON MY WORLD OR SHUT YOUR MOUTH !!! I PROMISE YOU I'LL DOING NOTHING BAD ON YOU (I'll not mentionning at all your name... I don't know who you are really plus I'm not on DA to make problems) BUT ONLY IF YOU STOP TO SPY OR TROLLING MY THINGS ON ME !!!

If you don't like my art, my comments, my polls, my gallery and me too, you've just to not watch my art, not make negative replies to my results and especially, NOT ADD YOUR PAWS TO MY GALLERY AT ALL !!! YOU IGNORE ME !!! MAKE LIKE IF I WASN'T EXISTING !!!! NOBODY FORCE YOU TO LOOK WHAT I DO !!!! JUST GO AWAY TO MY WORLD !!! GOAWAYGOAWAYGOAWAYGOAWAYGOAWAYGOAWAYGOAWAYGOAWAY !!!! F**K OFF !!!!!

 
(Just one GIF from one clip of OMNIA found on Tumblr.com, I don't own this picture.)

If you don't like me, don't like what I draw, comment, make (polls, critics and other...) : Just ignore me then don't look, don't reply (my polls and critics...), don't comment, don't peek, don't watch, it's not your business ! Just f**k you ! And don't try to not recognize your mistakes because I'm very far to be paranoiac, stressed for some things like that. It makes now 4 years I'm on DA and I know very well what are the advantages and disadvantages of Internet !

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*takes a huge deep breath* Sorry my friends to come out my anger... But sometimes, it's important to repulse bad things and plus, my kindness has limits. I know, I feel really hysterical like that but I become tired... veryveryvery tired of all these trolls or bastards like that... That's why I become more suspicious with peoples I don't know very well. I know, I've not to be vulgar like that but I'm very bored of all these problems...

Sorry again, friends... :(
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